The Prologue:

Its been long time that I wish to change my method of writing. In my English and other Languages essay writing papers at school and college I used to begin with some quotes. I will put a title, the words will be always related to the title. There will be lot of questions and doubts and less answer’s as I’m not able tell them. And the end paragraph will be about mother earth, her beauty and existence. And all those days I didn’t thought about the teacher who is going to read that, poor fellow!. I thought my writings will be understandable and I didn’t write anything to score good marks; I will write down my whole thoughts and dreams and I don’t think that I’m writing exams. Though I write pages of essay’s I never score high marks in English. But for Malayalam a language I love I always get high marks in class. In that I can express more of my thought since it’s my favorite and easy language no need to think of jargoned words to impress. I write my own poems and theories in that. In English I hate to put – is, was, then, there etc to convey my thoughts; my other blog-page was like that and seems to be not understandable by others. I don’t worry for that…its my own world of words!. To convey a thought and a message it is easy if we were in disguise. That’s what all the writers do…all the heroes…cartoonists... and probably everybody likes to do that. Me too. I was searching for a good character, which can duplicate me. The character that lives in my thoughts…dreams…images…abstract world…mind. The conditions I put forth for myself for developing this character the usage of first person narration has to be avoided that is ‘I’. I wish it will never find a place in the book. I would like to call this a Book, which can be published quickly without money! Therefore, the time starts now.
The real slim shady is the xlim xlim shaddy!